Where to go from here

June 11, 2008

Nachos, bananas, ginger tea, coffee and butter sweets, almond cookies, wine gums, fashion told, illusive2, househusband chronicles, IKEA, Lipice, margaritas, mud slide, roundabouts, hippo bags, hair ties, cheek peas and soy nuts?

Suddenly remember the time jelli got pissed at me for trying so hard to lock her out of my emotions.


Why lie?

June 11, 2008

And i look for that fave little space for my head to rest in that slight dip of the collarbone, for my cheek to press against the chest to feel the warmth, for my chin to prop up slightly, for my hand to tuck under the warmth in the cold at this little secret curve big enough for my lil hand to push through, for huge warm hands to pull the covers over me in the middle of the night when the covers slip off- and for the lies.
For the lies to seep away.


Hmm…no it isn’t.

June 4, 2008

It’s you.


It’s the hormones.

June 1, 2008

Yes it is.
Another 5 days.


Love overcomes all?

June 1, 2008

Strange how even tho you may love someone so very very much, waiting still is tiring, missing still hurts and love still stinks. Sometimes.

LeSigh
I miss you.


Protected: So far apart yet so close at heart.

May 23, 2008

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Love again

May 20, 2008


Bye bye Bates

May 20, 2008

Hexy’s farewell.
Spaghetti Grill and Finnigan’s.


Bangkok love.

May 20, 2008

Ok i don’t know how to work this and arrange the pics properly so they aren’t in order. Random pics in the heart of fun fun BKK. *note: not all pics are taken by me. just a general overview of our Bangkok trip.*


Best described would be…?

May 18, 2008

I sometimes get feelings so overwhelming i wish i could express.

Like now for instance. I love, miss and yearn for my baby so much…it would be amazing the things i would do if i had enough cash and unlimited amounts of time by me. My heart aches for just a little more of us time.

Best way to describe how i feel right now?

Arms over shoulders, linked behind the neck. Looking straight in the eye with a sweet smile. Telling you how much i love you and us just moving to the light sounds of soothing music in the background with wine and some mousse waiting for us on the table.
And dark red roses. Very dark.