I was thinking about how much I feel responsible about work and what I do.
I worry when I am absent from work even when i am ill or have more important things to tend to. I worry if work is done, I worry if it can wait, I worry if my colleagues will get mad at me cause i do it so often. Yes i worry a lot.
And since i was on the track of responsibility, I wondred if every working person feels the same way. Or if it was just me. If every working person out there would worry if they took a day off or went on leave. And i wonder if they get as paranoid as me.
And then i wondered, where is the limit? When do we take too much responsibility for things we can’t control or take charge off. Like me being ill for example. Even to the extend of being responsible for someone you love. When is too much?
When should i stop worrying when should i stop feeling responsible?
Like if something big happens to him like an accident. Or if he gets really ill. And i’ll feel responsible for it. Why? I don’t know. You just feel like you played a part.
Exactly the way you say it baby. When I’m sick, if anything happens to me. You will feel responsible. But why?
I mean…when is responsibility too much?
When does it become obsessive?
Where do you stop?
